Tuesday, December 25, 2007
YAY ITS CHRISTMAS!! exactly 1 year ago [plus a few hours] i was at Ian's house playing some weird brain board game against certain-someone-we-know-who. but enough of him. wanna throw him out of the window.
i really wanna think im over and fine not being social to Anne and Audrey but truth is, its still painful. and its worse than what it feels like for Rebecca. i think thats cuz i dont know how we fell out and that i cant really remember much from primary school anymore after four years. i hope after 4 years it wont hurt anymore. but im doubtful. i hate to be giving up on our friendship but the truth is, i didnt really fit in. theyre just too close. so i guess we're back to being acquaintances with a history.
next issue. megan isnt with bouncer anymore. they lasted quite short if u ask me... 1-2 months only.. now shes with a malaysian guy called lester. i hope its not a rebound. lester is really nice and does not deserve to be a rebound. though i must say, i was surprised to find out hes a year younger...
3rd issue. i told cassie before her birthday that im over him. truth is, im not as crazy over him but i still need some more time. i told wilson about it today. he wanted to know y i wasnt very keen on going CJ. didnt really wanna lie.. i felt guilty. hes a good friend, wilson. we've stopped talking [mt and i]. cant say i expected to talk to him though..
4th issue. im joining YC. in hopes that i will be able to grow spiritually and learn more about other religions and their customs unlike at acts2 where you are quite busy thinking of your image and trying to guess whether they accept you.
5th issue. YES I CAN FINALLY WATCH AVATAR WITHOUT STARHUB BLOCKING THE SITE!! [finally. a non depressing issue] my new favourite quote:
Zuko: what would Uncle say? 'Zuko... you must look within yourself to save yourself from your other self. only then will your true self reveal itself..'
darylg says i love Zuko. well ya. i absolutely love his character it actually quite dumb if you think about it. but i still like Dearka from GS and GSD more... and Zuko is finally not evil and confused.
Posted by Ce at 3:56 pm